Friday, July 18, 2014


I hate drugs.  I've always hated them.  Even as a teenager, I'd rather moan and wriggle, and exclaim that I was going to die, than to take a stinking Tylenol or two for period cramps or a headache.  I really don't know what my hang-up has always been about them, but it used to make me half sick to my stomach to even swallow one.  To even think about taking drugs of any kind.

I've exlaimed to both my family doc and my pain management doc, that I refuse all narcotics until the day comes that I can't move or walk and just absolutely have to have them to drag my butt out of bed.  In all honesty, I'd rather cry (and I have many times) due to pain then to gag down some stupid narcotic that eventually would make me become addicted to it's nastiness.  

Where I refuse narcotics, I'm prescribed Tramadol for pain.  Oh let me tell you about that nasty little drug! A synthetic opiod.  A non-narcotic. They can say it's a non-narcotic all they want but I think the effects of it is just as bad.  I have to feel as if I'm about to die, to swallow one of those evil little white pills.  

This afternoon, the pain was so intense that I thought about it for a little while.  My thought process went something like this: "Ouch! Cuss words in my head.  Am I gonna die?  Cuss words in my head.  Should I take a Tramadol?  -Or would I be better off not to take a Tramadol and see if the pain actually does kill me?  Let's think this through.  Death?  Tramadol?  Death?  Tramadol?  Hmmm  ...ok, I guess I'll take a *!^* Tramadol."

After about 20-30 minutes of swallowing the dumb thing, I started getting cotton mouth.  A few minutes later, I started feeling jittery inside.  About 10 minutes after that, I felt like I was completey wasted, fubar drunk.  Then, the jittery-ness became even worse yet.  Next, the drunk feeling subsided a bit but my insides still felt jittery.  I felt nauseous and had a dull headache.  I was sitting here just zoning and kind of felt like I was outside of my body watching it.  I'm still in the last phase of the nausea/headache/zoning/feeling like I'm outside of my body.  

What is that they say about hindsight?  -If I had it to do over again, I never would have taken the damn pill earlier.  I would have taken my over dramatic chances on the pain causing death and dealt with it.  The Tramadol doesn't take it all away for me anyway.  I don't see how people can be druggies.  For the life of me, I can't understand why someone would want to feel like this.  How in the world can they like this type of feeling?  I just do not get it.  

Sometimes, it all feels like a cruel joke to me.  If anyone should be a druggy, it should be me to take away my pain ...but I detest it more than anything!  It feels ironic to me, and I picture some evil, sadistic person sitting around laughing about it after cursing me to suffer from a debilitating chronic pain illness and cursing me to hate drugs.  

Why, oh why isn't there a cure for Fibromyalgia?  My opinion of that answer is because not enough people know enough about it.  Not enough people know the truth about it.  It isn't important enough to non-sufferers to want to provide funding for further research.  That will never change unless we the sufferers change it.  Everyday I ask myself the question "How can I change that?".  The only conclusion I can come up with is to keep opening my big mouth.  Keep sharing the realities of our daily lives.  Keep trying to get the word out.

I've been plagued with pain, insomnia, and depression flares over and over for awhile now.  I've thought "What does it matter if I blog or update the facebook page because my little big ole mouth isn't going to make a difference. Who's going to listen to me or care what I have to say or how miserably pathetic my life has become because of this illness".  I've even contemplated giving up the blog and facebook page. As you can see on both here and the facebook page, I've let myself sit and wallow in a miserable puddle of self-pity but the effects of this damn pill today has pulled my head out and made me start "trying" again.  If nothing or nobody else, I've been letting myself down by not blogging or updating facebook.  If I suffer daily with Fibromyalgia and I won't try to get the word out about it, then how in the hell can I expect other people to do it?  I can't.  

My blog, my whines, my cries, my pleas and begging may never help lead to a cure or understanding and compassion concerning Fibro but doing nothing certainly will not get it done.  No one outside of this blog may ever know who I am, or what I've endured in my life but at least with this I know I've tried.  My children will know I tried.  I'll know that when I'm dead and gone, my children will know that I went with dignity and never giving up hope.  They can be proud of me that I didn't just give up and lay down without a fight.  I stood up for myself and the millions of others out there, that suffer every single day of their lives.

Will you all fight this fight with me?  Will you do everything you can to create awareness and demand further research?  Let's do this together!  Let's roar!  

Tuesday, July 1, 2014

Summertime Fun Giveaway!

Welcome to what promises to be one of the hottest giveaways of the summer! This is the Summertime Fun Giveaway hosted by Life in a House of Testosterone and Friends! Get ready to have some fun, because we're taking celebrating summer to a whole new level this year with over $1,800 in prizes to be won thanks to some last minute contributions to our prize packages! You can view a complete list with photographs of the prize packages here. summertime fun giveaway

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I want to take a moment to thank our absolutely wonderful list of sponsors that are participating in this event!

The Summertime Fun Giveaway is giving you 3 CHANCES TO WIN with three prize packages up for grabs! In order to save you from scrolling continuously, each of the prizes being awarded are linked directly to their product page. They are as follows:

Grand Prize Package

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The Grand Prize Package Contains Prizes Worth Over $724.00

2nd Place Package

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The Second Place Prize Package Contains Prizes Worth Over $573.00

3rd Place Package

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The 3rd Place Prize Package Contains Prizes Worth Over $428.00

Special Offers and Discounts

Several of our sponsors have been generous enough to offer discount coupons to our readers who may wish to make a purchase during the giveaway event. This information is listed below.

LaBella Baskets

LaBella BasketsLaBella Baskets offers a LBB membership for $9.95 per year. Once you purchase a LBB membership, you will be sent an email with your login information. You then receive your very own discount website so when you are ready to purchase gifts, you receive a 20% off discount on each gift you purchase without having to worry about keeping track of a discount code! Click here to grab a LBB membership! In addition, LaBella Baskets offers a Candle of the Month Club Membership for $19.99 per month. After your first purchase, you will be able to choose which candles you want each month, with 32 scents to choose from! Click here to purchase a Candle of the Month Club membership! With both of these membership options, there is no expiration date and you can cancel your membership at any time!

Bag A Book

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Trillium Organics

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Giveaway Information

This giveaway is open to entrants residing in the Continental United States, age 18 and older. There are quite a few entries that can be earned during this giveaway so please take care to follow instructions for each entry carefully. Three winners will be randomly chosen on Wednesday, July 16, 2014 and entries verified. If you did not leave the proper information for us to verify the random entry chosen, another entry will be drawn.

Once all three entries have been drawn and verified, you will receive an email at the email address you listed on the mailing information form. You will have until midnight EST on Friday, July 18, 2014 to respond to that email. If you do not respond within the allotted time frame, another winner will be chosen.

Sponsors will be responsible for shipping out your winning prize package items to you directly.

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Disclosure: Life in a House of Testosterone organized this event. As a participating blogger, I received no compensation for promoting this event. This giveaway is in no way sponsored, endorsed, administered by, or associated with any social media network or with the Rafflecopter giveaway system. Prize shipment will be coordinated by Life in a House of Testosterone and the sponsors of this event. Should you have any questions at all, please contact kim@lifeinahouseoftestosterone.com directly.

Saturday, June 28, 2014

Fibro T-Shirt

I've designed a t-shirt. If you'd like one, they're $15 including shipping. You can order by going HERE  I've also designed one for the men with Fibro out there!

Saturday, May 31, 2014

Arthritis Pain Relief Cream

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Either as a person ages or if they have a chronic illness, arthritis pain can be extremely uncomfortable to debilitating. Arthritis is typically defined as joint pain that may arise from the joint's wear and tear over the years or an autoimmune inflammation over the joint area.

As a very common medical condition, arthritis has been a historically recognized human ailment since ancient times. Back in the B.C. era, many ancient cultures would create oil compounds that were given decades of oxygenation in order to soothe the area of the inflammation. In the contemporary era, modern humans can live well into their 70s and 80s. This can often increase the likelihood of arthritic pain across their backs, shoulders, hands, and hips.

Taking off where ancient cultures left, modern medical industries have mass produced a wide range of Arthritis Pain Relief Cream that is part of the over-the-counter market. These topical creams utilize numerous chemicals that try to relieve some of the pain and swelling associated with arthritis pain. Although these creams do not cure the person of their arthritis, they can at the very least go through the day without experiencing the pain that stops them from living their lives fully.

Although arthritis creams are sold at one's local pharmacy over-the-counter, the best ones may not be available for the particular person. This is because some creams work better than others and that will mostly depend on the type of pain the person is going through. If the topical creams at the local pharmacy can't cover the pain well or if the best quality creams are very over-priced, then the consumer is a tough situation. Thankfully, the internet gives consumers amazing options at the click of a button.

Customers can go on the internet to find vendors across the country that will carry a larger inventory of arthritis creams at more competitive prices than a local pharmacy. The customer can pick and choose which cream might work best for them and they can pay for and ask the cream to be shipped to their mailing address. This entire mechanism of ordering goods online is thanks to e-commerce programming. E-commerce is the main reason the internet is the newest commercial platform; with e-commerce programming, customers can buy goods through an online business and have the product shipped to their mailing address.

No should have to live with the debilitating pain of arthritis. In addition, no one should be limited in their consumer choices when it comes to arthritis creams. Look online for the best vendors that can provide high quality arthritis creams to help ease the pain. 

Wednesday, May 28, 2014

What An Honor

I'm blessed to announce that for the 3rd year in a row, The Fibro Frog was selected to be included in the top Fibromyalgia blogs of the year, on Healthline.com.  The 15 blogs that were selected, have been medically certified for accuracy by a medical doctor.  You can access this list, by clicking the button on the right hand side of the page, or by clicking HERE.

Thank you all for giving me the energy to keep this blog going, and it's corresponding facebook page, which you'll find HERE.  I love you all!

Thursday, May 22, 2014

Blogger's Wanted For Summertime Fun Giveaway Event

The Life in a House of Testosterone Summertime Fun Giveaway event will kick off on July 1. A variety of products to make your summer fun will be included in this giveaway.

Choose two free links if you sign up to participate in this blogger opp! You can choose Facebook, Twitter, Pinterest or Instagram as your free links with the announcement post (Grab It Here). If you do not wish to post the announcement, you can submit the $5 waiver fee via PayPal.

This giveaway will run from July 1, 2014 to July 15, 2014. Signups close on 6/25. Giveaway open to Continental United States only.

Co-Host spots are available for $5 and include 5 links (no Google+ links please) in addition to the 2 free links for 7 links total. Links available for co-hosts are Facebook, Twitter, Pinterest, Newsletter Subscription, Instagram, Bloglovin, Picket Fence, or Networked Blogs.

Extra links can be purchased for $1.00 each, up to 3 additional links.

Payments should be sent via PayPal to admin@lifeinahouseoftestosterone.com and if you have any questions about this event, email Kim at kimatliah@gmail.com directly.

Friday, May 9, 2014

Mother's Day Giveaway KitchenAid Stand Mixer

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I'm excited to be able to offer this giveaway to The Fibro Frog readers!  Good luck to everyone!
Come and join us in this great giveaway

You can be the lucky winner for

KitchenAid KSM75SL 4.5 Qt. Classic Plus Stand Mixer, Color silver

May 9 12:01am EST. To May 23 11:59pm  EST.

Valid only in the Continental United States
Void where prohibited

18 years or older to enter/only 1 entrant per household

 Winner is chosen through random.org

All entries are optional.
All winning entries will be verified.
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Disclaimer: YOUR BLOG is not responsible for the awarding of the prize.  If you have any questions about this giveaway, please email the host at nysavingspecials@gmail.com.  This blog, Facebook, Twitter or any other social media network is not associated with this giveaway.