Saturday, May 5, 2012
I'm Just Stuck
My soon-to-be-ex husband was supposed to be here this morning around 7:30am-8am to help my son tear apart my car and remove the 1/2 shaft, take me to town to buy a new one, then help him replace it. He never showed up and has his cell phone turned off. I only have enough Amitriptyline to last through Monday and I only have FOUR Ultram pain pills left. I had asked STBX yesterday if I gave him the money if he'd stop on his way home and get them for me, then bring them to me today when he came back over. He told me no. -I was stunned because he has to pass directly by my pharmacy on his way home. Directly by. It sit's on the main road he takes to go home. All it would've taken is a right-hand turn into their driveway. So now I don't have a working vehicle to get the meds myself since he didn't show. I'm in a huge pain, insomnia, and IBS flare. I seriously am ready to just lay down, cry my eyes out and just give up. My son and daughter in law have a vehicle but they don't have the gas or money to drive me. Since STBX is NOT giving me the money weekly that he agreed to in our notorized statement, I don't have any extra money to give them for gas to take me. As a matter of fact, I'm not even sure I have enough money to pay for my meds. I've always had insurance when getting them, but our insurance year started over new the middle of last month, so I don't have a clue what it'll cost without the deductable met. I have $31 to my name for right now. Yep, I'm ready to just give up.
**ETA I had to edit this post 3 times now to fix spelling errors. I guess I'm in a FibroFog flare too.